two sides of the coin

I guess in everything there's two sides of the coin. Perhaps its the PMS i'm feeling. But my emotions are rioting inside of me. My entire day just goes past like that. Yet something is not quite right.

If I would do a segmentation of my life. It's wake up, work, eat, sleep, repeat. If I delve a little deeper, there's two sides to everything.

Work: It's all good. I'm in charge. But I'm not given a permanent place yet.
Studies: I'm excellent at some modules. I'm really bad at some this sem. I have to work extra hard to pull it all up.
Emotions: I feel happy, yet I feel empty. Something is not quite right. Somehow some things cannot be replaced.
Family: Really great dad. Really bad sister-in-law (luckily we weren't blood related to begin with)

Today Kai Wei came over & we had lunch together. I finished up this thing at work I wanted to accomplish so long ago, and my work burdens gets lifted pretty well. I met Ashika in the train for a short yet good conversation. I chatted with so many people & made a new friend at work who's super eager to drive me around for good food when he drives to work. There was a bogus fire drill & everything was so funny. There's a colleague leaving & we're throwing her a party. Almost every night I'm occupied with my social life. My birthday celebrations are still ongoing even after 1 week after the actual.

I thought about my life 1 year ago. It just isn't quite the same.

We never really bade goodbye.

It's about time. (: