Have been in super low spirits. I wonder why. Maybe I have been expecting too much of others & of myself, that when things don't go my way, I get frustrated & angry. I don't wish for it either, it's just probably one of those days nothing just seem to go right.
But I ought to be thankful for all that I have. & I always think positive only after throwing tantrums & making a racket of the whole situation.
I admit that I have minimal self control. & I feel sorry.
Moody feelings aside. Hunger pangs is one thing I should get used to. 10 kg weight loss is possible. it may take a heavy toll on my body. But for superficial reasons I'm willing to sacrifice.
I'm done living behind the shadows of my inferior self. I'm striving for a reform. In 6 months my transformation should be complete.
Then again, all of these could just be another bout of my featherheaded spontaneity.
Then again, only time will tell.
