& in the darkest of nights,  only heaven can hear my choir of tears dribbling. I'm dying to pour my soul out. But there's no one out there I want to tell. But I don't want to suffer in silence. Yet I cannot let go of this dread. It's the last dash. Why don't I even have the chance to make good.

& today I mourn the A I'm never gonna get. Hope is bleak. And so the sun sets.

Winter at heart

It's been cold lately. & I wished you were here. You're the only one who've hugged me right. I know it's something that can't be replicated. Even your presence alone makes me feel warm enough inside. But since you left, I've been experiencing nothing short of winter inside my heart. It's pretty chilly and icy cold.

But I'll wear  on the sweater. I feel like you're hugging me. you may or may not come  back to me.  But for now, I'll just make do.

life without Edward

without you, i can still be happy. But its a hollow kind of happiness, as if something is missing from my heart. Without you in my life, i feel like one of those stars in the sky. They shine brightly still, but with every passing day, a little part of them dies away.

Without you in my life, a little bit of my heart dies away. Every single day.

what promise means to you & me

I could stay single for the rest of my life to show you what a promise really means. Or I could get a husband and show you that a promise is meant to be kept.

Either way, I'm more inclined to keep myself for you. Because, it seems more beautiful that way.

I'm still yours to keep. I hope you see how strong this love is going. & I don't see how anyone can throw away something so beautiful away. I'm not even looking back, because I know with you, I'll be happy. There'd be the unhappy moments. But I'm sure, as with all other relationships, nothing would be absolutely smooth sailing.

Everyday, I'd think of you. & I'd wonder if you're sneezing all the way. They say, it's a sign someone's missing you. I won't want you to catch a cold. But, I'd love to know you're somehow sneezing, or know that someone, on this face of this earth, is so in love with you like this.