i had to pull myself out of bed with much effort. i was already planning that if i still dont feel well, i'll take mc today. but i think i was alright. but laziness kept me procrastinating a little while more.
and boyfriend still havent called. i was worried. until at about 10 am he did. i heaved a sigh, but of relief. he said he was at the demolition site of something. he would activate bombs if he used his phone. so he didnt contact me. sounds pretty dangerous. (: but darling! i'm glad you're okay. dont sound so sorry for not calling alright! (if only he could read this. i heard there's a LAN shop in Cresendo itself)
day was hectic. after work, was tuition. i give up on my kid. she's incorigible. she thinks it's okay to not be the cream of the crop. she thinks it's okay to be at the bottom of the social hierachy. she doesnt think she wants to be a cleaner in future yet she's not doing anything to buck up. tell me what can i do other than lecturing about how good life will be if your studies was good. how carefree you'd be for slogging for the first few years of your life to be able to earn more bucks than others (exclude entrepreneurs in the equation. she's never gonna have such aspirations) & of course the many other benefits you may reap, for example, intelligent exchanges with people of equally prime calibre.
when i was on the way home, i saw this on the train. this girl was pushing her boyfriend's head down as she dozed off in the train! poor boyfriend! LOL. it was freaking unglam. so peeps, check yourself if you're ever this tired! & please dont do this to your boyfriend. 男朋友是拿来疼的！
after tuition was jogging. but before i went off, darling called. he was damn sweet. he started off with "一个月前的今天，something worthy happened" (: it was our 1st monthsary! although i thought that just 1 month didnt mean anything as compared to the years we have ahead for ourselves, but i think it's commendable that a guy would actually care about such minute details in a relationship. and i would treasure this relationship even more, now that i know, Koh Hwee Kiat is sincere about us, just like how i believe he would.
Baby, you need to know that i feel the same. never mind that we didnt get to spend this special day together, because, it's nothing, compared to the many years we have ahead of us. I love you. & it's unconditional. i didnt love you because of anything that may be bad.
i love you because you are you.
i love you for you being able to make me laugh all the time.
i love you because you have been a very sweet boy, for being very sincere in everything you do. i love you because you'd draw all your attention to me when i cry.
i love you because you care.
i love you because you are shorter than most of the guys i know. (easier to reach your lips to kiss you mah)
i love you because you have short spiky hair
i love you because you look equally good in long ah beng hair
i love you because you are smart but didnt bother to do well in school
i love you because you trust me
i love you because you bother to call me more than once a day from thailand
i love you because you'll miss me, just like how i missed you
i love you because you like to eat tubs and tubs of ice cream
i love you because of the way you worry that i dont want you anymore because of your expanding belly
i love you because of the way you tell me that you love me
i love you because you're always there when i needed you
i love you because you bother to buy my yoghurt drink the very next day after i cried over it
i love you because you tried to be romantic by bringing me to a park that wasnt exactly a romantic place.
i love you because you would purposely lose in a game you know i badly wanted to win
i love you because i love the way you speak to me
i love you because i love the way you do the gay thing to Eldritch before he went off
i love because you snooze your alarm, and decide to drive to camp just to spend 15 mins more with me in the morning
i love you because you are generous to people, in every sense.
i love you because you bother to maintain good family ties ( i dont know why, but i just feel good about that)
i love you because you give me a good sense of security almost all the time
i love you because you gave me black tape to 'wax' your legs willingly (though you scream like a whore everytime haha!)
i love you because you're very amiable, my friends love you
i love you because my dad loves you too!
the list would go on forever, and i would soon miss my sleep. i'd tell you more if you'd like to hear. when you come back! (:
Honey, come back soon. i'm waiting.
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