I'm on my way to school now for my 3rd paper. All is well but not so well. A cute young Korean boy is sitting beside me on the bus, about 3 years old. I have a really soft spot for little boys. They melt my heart.
Yet you too, though no longer a boy, you melt my heart in so many ways. The little things you do for me, no matter how small, how atomic, I can see the good in everything. Even now, that this happened, I rationalize all the possibilities that there's some good in your decision to break us up. I'm not sure if I am right, but it lessens the pain, & I continue to believe in you despite your denial of us.
Even if it were a lonesome battle, you're worth all my efforts.
But sometimes I wished I were just a simpler girl. Maybe if I knew how to let go easier I won't be feeling the full weight of the pain.
Oh & good news. I got my scarf back. Yay. :) - Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone
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