today i thought about the concept of settling down. It struck me when I was studying at a pace of 20 pages per 6 hours. It's not very productive but I'm settling down well. It is the momenteum that keeps me going faster and faster. At least I'm learning something and preparing well for Friday's paper.
On an unrelated note, I was just thinking, when I was young, I used to think that renouncing my citizenship in Singapore, gather all my government savings, I could live quite comfortably in NZ, rearing sheeps and cows. But now I thought about it, I am so naive. Who would love rearing sheeps now. I used to believe that you could be that guy who didn't mind to just live minimally just on a few bottles of beer, come back to a wife preparing dinner for you, and just have each other for all time.
But I see how you've transformed. You want more things in life. i don't know what's the meaning behind your pursuit. You're willing to give me up when you used to tell me I'm your world and everything. Maybe one day when you achieve it you'll feel accomplished. I know you're the kind of person who never regrets anything you do in life. That's what I loved about you. & I just never realised this trait of you would come and bite back at me.
i don't know what to say anymore. & I don't know what & who I should believe anymore.
you're a fairytale stealer. You said it affected you when I told you I feel like a broken toy. What happened to that guy. Where is he now x_x,
But on second thoughts, If you think we're worth the sacrifice for your career, I'll support you. (:
I'd be the last woman on earth to want to hinder you. jiayou Edward kim. (:
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