it doesn't hurt that much today. I'm not sure how long this feeling will last.
Jordan proposed to his girlfriend. I'm so happy for them. (: Just made me wonder when will it be my turn. But doesn't really bother me now, since I don't have a target as of now. HAHA. this is too distant a thought.
I just know the trick to forget is to impose these feelings of attachment to something more tangible. Pining & loving you blindly won't bring me anywhere. neither would it bring you here. & the tricky part is you've become part of me so I can't shake these memories away that easily.
When I'm ready, I'll fully let you go. But oppa, please don't blame me for not being able to right now. I can't. I really can't. Let me hold on to us a little while longer.
Just a little while longer. (: 주세요!
another paper tomorrow! i can do this! As it gets closer, it just gets easier (:
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