Sick

For some reason I'm sick again. I think I'm running a fever. Must be the result of sleeping only 5 hours a day. But Korean dramas keep me awake at night. I just wanted some form of entertainment after working my ass off. It's almost 10 & I'm almost home. I'd just pop some paracetamol pills & hope tomorrow the temperature goes down. My body is burning yet I feel all of the cold in my bones. I am shivering as I walk. My legs are going jelly but I'm still a bus away from home.

During these moments, I want you and don't want you at the same time. I wish you could help me change cold towels at my forehead when it gets hot again. I wish you would hold me in your arms so I won't cry from the heat that is boiling my tear ducts. I feel nauseated. I feel like vomiting as if I drank 10 glasses of beer 9 bottles of soju & probably forced an entire champagne down my throat. But I hadn't had anything today to eat except a mini apple & 5 blobs of cherries. So nothing would come out. It'd help if you would stroke my hair gently to provide some passive comfort since you couldn't heal my physical ailment.

Yet I don't want you near me because I don't want you sick too.

During moments like this & I'm glad you're far far away.

& with all the strength I could muster, a crescent takes its form on my lips as I feel relieved at the idea that you're not with me to catch the fever from me.

:)

Haha. Just wanted to be dramatic with my awesome English. But I'm really sick oppa. :(

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