Friday, December 13, 2013

Just good to think about it

Oppa, it's Friday already. Have you planned anything fun? :) but tomorrow's Friday the 13th. I hope superstition doesn't always come true. Anything can happen. Just stay safe. I was supposed to go out with Jia min again. I met her for a quick dinner today :) & she bought me Chinese herbal tea. I'm still coughing.

I think it's waiting for you to soothe it. Maybe it's a emotional scar. If you were here probably I wouldn't cough as much, because I'd rather choke than to wake you up from your sleep, & I'd rather suppress it than to let it disturb you with the noise with me coughing every 5 seconds. On the other hand, I'll probably not let you know so you won't worry for me.

But now, I can only think about having you beside me. I'm sorry to be selfish like that. But I just want you here. Not like it's possible anyway.

It's just nice to think about it. Heh.
& I'm smiling non-stop now. Thinking about your handsome face, manly voice & the comforting arms and body & the really assuring look and the strength of grip of your hands.

Then, my fingers trace the outline of your imaginary face of your disappearing image.

& then you were gone.

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