possible illusions

i was petrified. it was one of those moments when i felt so helpless yet there's nobody there to guide me along. i almost cried, literally. but good thing you werent on the verge of dying; still, i just cant withstand the way you were suffering & fighting the aftermath of your booze disaster.

i know its retarded to go online & check things out with the people with relevant knowledge of how to deal with such stuffs. i was glad, though what i gathered wasnt actually put to good use, at least, you had somebody. (:

so sleep is burned. but i guess it's the adrenaline rush which never subsided from the 2 hour running. but i was glad the time was put to good use. but i still cant find woodlands driving centre! its driving me crazy already!LOL

i was afraid driving lesson at night would be affected, so i took a half day off from work to rest at home instead.

driving lesson was bad. i was on the real circuit for once. i still couldnt park. and my test date is on the 23rd?! omg omg omg. i cant help but panic right now. LOL. I SWEAR IM GONNA PASS THE FIRST TIME ROUND. GOD, PLEASE HELP ME SAVE ON MY MOOLAHS!

& i cant stand it but laugh out loud to myself at the sms orange sent me. he was like "anyway bian bian just broke one of his hand and one of his leg lea he crying for help now :) " the sheer randomness is damn funny lar!!! hahas.

my diet is working good. if everything goes well, 1 more month to go (:

& SADLY, MY CLIP FELL INTO THE TOILET BOWL. arghhh!

meeting shannie for dinner tomorrow. cant wait. (:

i'd cut you your favourite fruits, only if you'd allow, & feed you in the mouth, as we go down south (HAHAHAHAS I WAS TOTALLY KIDDING !!)

for those few moments, you were intoxicating. <3