Took leave for today, because I think I'd need all the rest in preparation for tomorrow's driving test. I'm not gonna hide. I'm very nervous. It's very disturbing.
Didn't manage to wake up at 6 am for elaine's epidural (induction). Lol.
Slacked at home the whole day. Decided only to go get some food at 3.30pm after the long haul, at the piano, facing the com and staring into space.
I think the boredom drove me crazy. I was so deprived of a vibrant social life. & depression set in further when ming de told me his food was tasteless without my presence. I wish i had colleagues around then.
Wanted to go to the hospital earlier yet brother was worried that I won't have company if Elaine were to conceive. Was caught in the stormy downpour when I was on the way back from buying food. Phone connectivity kept getting interrupted when talking to boyfriend. Was drenched, irritated & lethargic!!!
Feels so grumpy. & I know why.
Perhaps the only thing that deserves my smile would be the newborn nephew right now.
I'm an auntie. Yes. Don't remind me of it. I'm gonna make the kid call me Jie Jie! I don't care!! Lol!
- <3 carotene
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