outings with darlings

This is my Yan Shan darling, lunch partner for the day. Wanton mee in far east sucks, but nevertheless, i have her company! (: & it's good enough haha. She was so spontaneous to pose for me! & i took this for a reason. but i wont tell you what. it's our "secret" (:

Work was boring. i was browsing through ebay, wiki-ed on Shakespeare, & played this "Impossible" game, a free app on itouch with Jason, checking up on my uni application. it was damn lame lar!

so i wouldnt be surprised if my contract wasnt continued. LOL!! BUT cant blame me either wad. they dont wanna give me work! LOL!

AFTER WORK, i went off punctually at 5.30pm. and very quickly i found Kai wei and gang in SIM. only to find out that they are still rushing out their projects. but it's alright, i have the patience to wait (: & poor xuemin have actually waited for them for damned long already. LOL!

IM DISAPPOINTED THAT THEIR SCHOOL'S POPULAR DIDNT HAVE CARDS TO SELL.

this is an example whereby we have the money to spend, but nowhere to spend on. HAHA!

When i saw this, i went "woah, majestic scenery" Kaiwei replied "next time you have plenty of chances to see alr (since it's gonna be my school) i was like "CHOY!" because i dont wanna go SIM. hahs! I WANNA GO NUS & NTU!! )';

AHH, MY KAI WEI (: SO COOL!

MABEL'S FOOD (:

A Complimentary dish for students. we were so surprised because we didnt actually order this! (: and it turned out to be free for students. hahas. not as if i am, but i get to tap on the benefits anyway. LOL.

today isnt exactly what i expected to be, when i found out he had a girlfriend. it was totally uncalled for. & i am to a certain extent, very disturbed by this fact. I couldnt help it but to cry over the fact that it's really over. Im not angry with him at all, for all along i knew that this day would come. Yet, it was my fault that i kept avoiding reality only to find that i couldnt handle the hideous, unvarnished truth. it wasnt anyone's fault, yet putting the blame on him seem to be able to lift up my spirits in a warped way. so lets just let it be so. ):

Yet, im thankful to those who have been there. especially dumb dumb, who tried very hard to keep himself awake to make sure im alright that night itself. & Yan Shan, who had a colossal magnitude of emphathy to understand what i was actually going through, to comfort me the next day when we met up. & Kaiwei, who succumbed to fatigue that very night yet was the next one to be there early in the morning when she was conscious again. & the many many other people who tried to cheer me up in facebook, by sms, by calls and what nots.

like i said, i'm able to get through all these, easier than imagined because,

"i have one person to love, and a hundred loved ones to go through the breakup with me" & in this fact alone, im much richer than he is, because he wont have friends like mine. (:

& dumb dumb, allow me to be more specific this time. You are god sent. your careless humour & flair so innately gelastic always kept me amused & the laughter in continuity. I love to hang out with you because your compliant character never fails to make me feel at ease. & i've always loved the things you say which never fails to surprise me.

but i can't be too reliant. because at the end of the day, nobody will be there.

- <3>