深

to sink deep too deep in a relationship is to have the humility to lose all sense of dignity and apologize even when you're not in the wrong. but I don't even know what went wrong, because all I really wanted was to talk to someone and to try to get closer to our goals.

after an entire night of 'dilligence' and faltering faith in my studying, an argument over the ridiculous was really not the first thing I was going for. I'm trying to figure out what went wrong, and I'm thinking so hard. Perhaps my complaints about how difficult my exams were, seem to have affected your life in a sort of negative way. I'm sorry I went to the wrong person to pour my heart out.

& to be clear, I never looked down on professions so if you were in any way felt that I was insinuating how lowly any job was, you're wrong. I swear to god the only thing I looked down on, was the lack of will to even work to support themselves. Sloth is number one on my list of things to hate.

I was not looking to win any arguments either. But good to know that's how you saw me. 

Period. The person whom I most wanted to tell everything to, wasn't willing to. Who else would I confide in then?

有时候， 想想， 为什么要在一起？为什么要吵架？吵架不如不在一起好。 吵架是每段恋情悲剧的开始。 为什么要受这种折磨？为什么要放下尊严说对不起？有时候好想放弃， 但又不舍得， 也怕你会孤单。 又要哭了， 又要心痛了。 又要怕被抛弃了， 又要伤心了。 但在伤心时还是会为你着想。 为什么那么伟大， 为什么不会自私？

因为这就是爱， 因为这就是人生。