somehow, its not the same. this lack of communication is keeping us apart. & ironically, it's always been this way considering that we live so far away. what we have is unusual, and the occasional bouts of doubt come and go. what could sustain us? what could glue us together infintely? I'm not sure. But one thing I'm sure of, is that as long as we want to keep our hands in the pie, we'll always get a share of it.
I'm sorry that because we've not been talking lately, or that you've been keeping all these private problems of your own to yourself, devastates me. I know even if you were to tell me, I wouldn't be of any help. But I just wished I could share at least some of your emotional burden. You've got too much on your plate & I'm practically useless. But let me fulfil my duties as a girlfriend when you come over. I'll make sure at least while you're with me, you have nothing to worry about. I'm sorry that in the meantime, you'll have to deal with everything by your own, but I swear, if you need to talk about anything, or just need a listening ear, I'll be there.
It'll always be different, things will always change. But my heart, will always remain the same.
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