Inside my head were contesting thoughts, between speaking to you the entire day and doing my homework instead. If only I weren't studying, if only you were here. If only we could forward time, if only you could stay. All of these "only ifs" just kept flooding my mind. If only we weren't separated by so many things... but our happening was all the more magical and romantic this way. we're both of different nationalities and different backgrounds. What brought us together can only be by the stroke of luck and fate when cupid hit us right. This probably is the only time I don't have the urge to commit celestial crime by throwing the arrow back at him, because he did good. Even so, only if he did so earlier, we would have not wasted so much time.
Regardless, I'm thankful and I feel so blessed to have you in my life. Only if we could just earn enough to get by. if only life were that simple. When we finally come together, please just know that I want to spend each and every single day as if it was going to be the last day of our lives to make up for what we're not getting right now. Every day is a accumulation of interest of our lost time and love, & we have so much to catch up on. I just hope you and I are thinking in the same frequency, that we would treasure and love each other all the more when we get reunited again. This love didnt come by easy & I just hope we'll stand against the test of time.
But right now, only if you were here. would you hug me & stay up with me until I finish my homework? (:
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