cherrydate: PMS, P=PATHETIC; M=MOODY; S=SULLEN

yes i'm blogging again, so free to blog. because studying 24/7 or even 10/7 is not THE Peiru tradition. I need twice as much time compared to others to relax. because i dont believe adademic is everything. ;)

Didnt have the stomach for anything after dozing off on my last episode i have of gossip girl4, & waking up to an empty room with just myself, notes & loads of softtoys. Boyfriend came back with a bubbletea surprise, but ironically the initial joy faded as fast as uttering the word "happy".

i was probably indignant that nobody ever warned me about wednesday blues.

& i suggested Pasta mania, craving for lasagne & beef. but turned out to be a mistake because it's either the chefs' have bad culinary sense/skills, or they just didnt really bake my lasagne, IT'S LUKEWARM, NOT PIPING HOT like i'd expected & they were so stingy with the mozarella, as if it costs the price of gold. it tastes exactly the same in the same proportion as those i buy from Shopn'Save for $4.10 microwaved. the only difference?

I PAID $11 FOR THIS TOMATO CRAP. FUCK.

& everything just didnt seem to go well because our semi-Alfresco didnt exactly have a breathtaking view. Simply urbanistic; with a view of banks, foreign frozen yoghurt/ice cream store & overpriced hairdressers. a shame that the landscape is sparse & empty. minimal traffic; lifeless.

Too much to ask for in shopping centres. probably i'm just hinting(blatantly), i want a romantic alfresco date. I wonder if i have to complete my Macs monopoly light blue pieces(the sg flyer free dinner) to get that kind of "hang in the air" fare.

2 Softtoys from Giant. CUTENESS LEVEL MAXED.

went to giant hypermart. i love walks in hypermarts. i could monitor prices & look at my favourite canned foods a thousand times, & i still love to look at the same things over and over again. Maybe it's 'auntie instincts'. It could be innate. I'm not ashamed to claim that i am. i'm proud to say that the blocked butter costs $0.20 cheaper to buy from NTUC than buying from Cold storage. HAHA. u can call me AUNTIE SOH. which i probably will be in 60 years time. LOL.

dont doubt. YES, I WILL ONLY LOOK OLD 60 YEARS LATER. which means at the age of 80++. I strongly believe in SK II, LaMer & La Prairie. The more pressing question should be whether u are willing to fork out about $1000+++ every month for such indulgences.

skin saviours!

bad mood requires retail therapy. but shops are closing. so it attributed to escalated annoyance. Worse still, the auntie at Isetan said it's closing & i had to turn away despite opened doors when trying to enter.

Frustrateddd!!!

But i die die wanna buy sth, so got this $0.90 Chin pack, of which i'm gonna try tomorrow. & it came with a free pen + whitening lotion sample from Etude House. i know they always give out samples, so it came as no surprise, but boyfriend insists that i'm in luck, because $0.90 purchase with a free lotion & pen is a good bargain. & his cuteness plastered a smile on my face.

But i'm sad that that smile was only impermanent. i'm still trying to figure out the bad mood.

& i am blogging now, on this make-shift mahjong cum study table, munching on the Mac griddles i bought for myself this morning served with newfound fav - lipton+creamerw/osugar red tea. No Earlgreys/breakfast blends.

Dont worry, my tea is freshly brewed, i asked the counter guy not to put water in my cup in the morning so that i can brew it at home when i want it, & microwaved griddles i believe is safe to consume. :D

study, study, study. I dont really want my As, after much thought. No pressure, no stress. I am not forcing migranes out of my head anymore. i cant stand the throbbing pain i feel every other night, & it's becoming worse lately :(

tonight i just felt like crying in Kohhweekiat's arms, but the tears didnt wanna come out.

& baby, sorry for the bad attitude tonight. :( hope your diarroea will be okay by tomorrow.

Darling, just hug me tonight,

hold me tight.

I just don't feel well,

& dont feel right.

i just want to lie in your arms,

think about our future with cows & farms.

hear you say that you love me,

reminence our past till we fall asleep.

hope tomorrow's gonna be fine,

& dance again, to a party with food & wine;