Xian xian visiting!

yes! xian xian visiting a few days back on the 23rd Nov. Now, how cute is that! (not referring to Kai wei though) HAHAHAS!

Awwww... i love babies, but only if they're not mine. I seriously don't intend to give birth to one & make them suffer life the way i did. Studies, relationships. No, i am not for Nature. & i would want civilisation to cease because i see decadence engulfing people & hearts.

"The horror." - The Heart of Darkness.

Anticipate

Went to collect my passport. Waited for 2.5 hours, with 245 people before me, in the queue. This was taken at 3 plus pm, & it looked the same at 5.30pm when I was leaving so I didn't bother to do the before&after.



It taught me to book an appointment with ICA if I ever wanna replace my passport in future. & you would wanna do that too. Just go online & type in your particulars, u'll get to go much faster. 5mins online beats 2.5 hours at the place putting up with market exchanges aunties do everywhere, people telling u about their lives (they spoke so loud so u didn't really have an option), kids running about & tripping over, touching you & u can't seem irritated because they're kids, u don't wanna hurt their feelings & most importantly, their parents are JUST BEHIND you, & worse, you're subjected to playing the role of the 'sociable being' in the society of which I call hypocrisy. Everyone's good at it.

&again, the restaurant I wanted to go to-- ramen ten at tampines- has folded. The last time was changing appetites at marina square. How great.

Televising with bf was <3. Dozed off unconciously(obviously), & woke up in horror to find that my teeth wasn't brushed. & so I woke up at 4am just to get it done. Of course, what woke me up was also due to the anticipation of skype with Ashika & Martin, yet connection was down last night because of heavy rains I believe, on my 4 weeks old laptop. But I was half glad that the call didn't come because I didn't get to dl the application yet. The other half went to sulking over a potential nostalgic chitchat session with sec school classmate laughing over almost anything & JC playmate who'd hang out despite Alevels Chinese the following day. Couldn't get back to bed so i continued with the last few episodes of bigbangtheory. Resorted to overnight Bundaberg to quench thirst. but it's disguting so I replaced it with plain water. Wisdom tooth emerging. I sense the swelling & numbing. Need a dentist NOW :/ but too bad my surgery for 3 tooths ( funny how tooth is already the plural & there's still a need to add 's') is scheduled on the 19th Jan. Don't go to the national dentalclinic because they're ripping you off. Tell me if it's really cheaper because they're charging me $1290 for 3teeths+anesthesia. - <3 carotene on the iPhone

Time check.

Time: It's 0452hrs (+8.00 GMT). Btw GMT stands for Greenwich Mean Time, just know it as the standard projected time everyone base on for daily ablutions, activities & routines, in layman terms.

Era: 21st century, modern, contemporary times, currently.

Status: wide awake.

Intention: blogging & trying very very hard (for the past 5 hours), to put myself to slumber.

Remedy: feel the need to HUMANISE my sleeping hours.

Operationalise: at 0501hrs (+8.00 GMT) (yes, it'd be a great start to regularise sleeping hours to match that of 80% of singaporeans right now)

Plan B: POP DOZEN OF SLEEPING PILLS. ( hundreds if need be)

- <3 alien apei mccarotene. 1400, in a-l-i-e-n GMT: Gremlins & Monsters Time.

midnight rant

The defeaning silence is killing me. No surprise that people actually rather attend to their biological emergencies than to violate their culture of sleep to accompany me through suffering from the pre-exam anxiety and panic calls. Of the population, census reveal that boyfriend may be included in the calculation. Unfortunately, for both him & I.

I am so unequipped to deal with this now. The moment he signals that he wont be available for me tonight, disappointment got over me. I felt like crying, & i felt that begging for companionship was the only thing to do. but i was too full to have anything asked for, and anything asked for, deserve no reciprocal gestures.

so i'm left with two choices --give in or give up. was i supposed to be selfish, demand for his time tonight, or to be understanding or look up the dictionary for 'independence'? Nothing seems the right thing to do.

so then i conceded to fate, sitting alone in the night with the lamp as hosts, books as companions, and allowing the bewildering concepts of Broca's and Wernicke's and 7241654624 big words to continue to baffle me, and drown in hallucinations, impaired with the disability to acknowledge a sense of identity thereafter; repeating definitions and fresh knowledge incessantly in repetitive cacophonous utterance.

& Big Bang Theory for a late-night dessert treat. How nice.
1more hour to boyfriend waking up to my wrath. I seriously don't wanna be that monster he's gonna get acquainted with. so self-restraint is next up in the list for dictionary.com

Ee-kay-eer

HAHAHA. LAME!
LOL. this is my idea! a grey kangaroo bearing a duck child. lol. onion pots! arent' they pretty? wanted to get these christmas-alike trees but decided not to because it's leaves were too flimsy to hang anything. so we went to GIANT to get the fake ones! this christmas tree is pretty but it costs $29.90. Nooooo... HAHAS! it costs only $9.90 for the one on the right! & $19.90 for the one on the left. I wonder why. it doesnt come with the deco at all. just the tree. :/ & what an unpleasant sight. there says 29 cents per 100 gram. so the aunties there were crowding over the longan cart, taking longan fruit off the branch, & loading them into the plastic bag. OMG. so UNGLAM! i'd never do that. For one thing, my dad sells longans too.

HAHAHAHA!

okay, ikea day was good but we still didnt get our Cacti, which was the main purpose of going there in the first place. LOL. to absorb extra radiation which radiates from our lappy. but oh well. Cactus may just breed funny insects so we'll give it a pass (:

Toiletries Galore!

If i havent told you about my toiletries fetish, NOW YOU KNOW! hahaha!

I saw that most of them are collecting dust at home, so i just brought it all out to wipe & make them sqeaky clean again! & at the same time, show you guys how awesome my collection is!

Of course, it'd stupid to get everything here myself, because all these costs at least $2000, & i got them as gifts, bought them myself at cheaper prices. I'm only so willing because i've got 'lobang' to get them cheaper. :D from DFS, from connections to get them at 20 -40% slashed prices. WAHHAHAA!TA-DA!
If you think that's all i've got, u're underestimating me.
I've flooded boyfriend's toilet with all my Steals!
on the showeroom floor!
a bedroom & linen spray at the top of the toiletbowl,
bags of unopened stuffs..
on the bedside table,
i attempted to organise them. HAHAA!
Laniege, Clarins, Kose, L'occitane, Elizabeth Arden, Molten Brown, Nivea, Etude House, Skin Food, Cure, Anna Sui, Paul & Joe, Benefit, Lactacyd, Summer's Eve,
Phyto, Victoria Secrets, La Senza, Body Shop, Lanvin, Phyto, Issey Miyake, Darlie, Pearlie White,
Dove, Charles Washington, Ralph Lauren, L'oreal, Bath & Body Works.....
sachets & miniatures of Laneige, chanel
body scrub & hair mask!

I'm gonna blog about them in detail soon! after exams! WAHAHA. when i find more time to deal with all these. ;)

ALL GIRLS SHOULD LOVE TOILETRIES! :D I LOVE SWEET-SMELLING ROOMS, BOYS, TOILETS, OUTINGS &I ABHOR BAD ODOUR IN ANY OCCASIONS. lol.

so if i ever go out with you, i'm pinching my nose, it means 2 things. Either someone smoking just passed by, or that, you stink! LOL. okay lar, i'm not that mean. But it's always good to smell good in all occasions so i invest in my favourite scents. (: & also, in cosmetics & beauty products to make ourselves pretty!

like the saying goes, 世界上没有丑女人， 只有懒女人！

so start making ourselves pretty now ((:

close to freedom

Kai wei dropped by so we went for Udders! & THEY SUCK BECAUSE THEY RAN OUT OF MY FAV STRAWBERRY FIELDS! so angry! :/

So we settled for new flavours! I had Pistachio, while darling came here to get Chocolate ice cream. ?!!?!?#?^%$#!LOL. His was so chocolatey! i cant stand it! :/ (his is called AWESOMELY CHOCOLATE BTW)

& Pistachio was a good one! it's like rich in nutty flavour. something different from the ordinary. Worth the try! i like it though. ((:
okay, see, I have terrible shots. Kai wei took it for us! :D didnt take hers cause she may kill me for posting her self-proclaimed "Ugly hair". So next time ya!

Had a very non-fulfilling mahjong session cause Kai wei's dad came home so early to sign all of them I-PHONEs. so we only completed like 3 rounds. :( Next time then. But i was pretty lucky because I broke even. HAHA! & my darling lost. so its like we practically didnt win at all. LOL.

When will we ever break out of the losing cycle?! LOL
go home, it's xian xian time! see! i love the look on his face! looks like i frightened him! but i did not okay. If you know, he's a super good actor!

He keeps moving! arghh!
OMG. DID U SEE THAT HE JUST DID A VICTORY SIGN?!!!
Okay, i really dont know why babies always put everything into their mouths. I wonder why. & he loves to suck his fingers, then he'd "buah" his saliva all over us! LOL.

& this is my fav shot of the day!
He can now sit straight on chairs! i guess his spine has developed strong enough to support his body (: I will teach him how not to slouch on his couch! HAHAHAH.

I'd make a good aunty!

PS: KAIWEI. looks like i've made up with my brother. u can come visit xian xian anytime alr! HAHA!

Couldn't get any worse:

Cant believe i just screwed up my Uni life in just the first semester. Complaining about exams & fortitude, & emotional torture may go on for days & weeks, yet nothing can beat this. I STUDIED FOR THE WRONG PAPER. I could talk about it for life.

I THOUGHT THAT MY ENGLISH PAPER WAS ON THE 15TH, TURNS OUT THAT MY SOCIAL SCIENCE PAPER WAS ON THE 15TH & ENGLISH ON THE 16TH INSTEAD.

I just learnt to keep my time table in check, the more expensive & time-consuming way.

I wanted to go for the paper, but i didnt want to jeopardise my results. I've put in so much effort to get my As for my homework, which constitutes 50% of my overall grade, & just because of a one-time muddleheadedness, i'm not flunging the paper. I've checked with the administrators, i could just back-out ( for a good reason) & resit for the paper next sememster. :) & do not have to redo the assignments, just sit for an exam, & no including it into the GPA. how great.

I was so saved. It was a good deal. luckily they have that put into the system. I'm so blessed.
to take it off my mind, over a bad day, boyfriend & i went for a meal in marina square. I wanted to visit Changing Appetites! but guess what, they closed down!!! I hope somebody have the answers to my Ultra-Bad Luck of late. :(

so we settled for Hotpot culture. (: yummy beef! But someone please explain to me. Kohhweekiat said a very amusing thing here. He said that his plate of beef looked nicer than mine. JUSTIFY PLEASE! it's all the same isnt it?!! HAHAHHA!

boyfriend is 1000% hilarious! Just because my beef has some raw cabbage on it doesnt mean it's any less appetising! LOL. (if you may wonder, he hates veggies, so i guess the sight of it would condemn anything that goes with it. pure bias. poor beef.) saw this Garrett Popcorn thingy. It looks so out of place in Citylink mall! It looks like it should be in a circus instead! you should really look at the place. It just doesnt go with the mall. someone should suggest to bring it to Escape theme park instead. these 2 girls are total fashion disasters. Somebody should remind them to leave their 'blanket' at home. LOL. look at it. They're short, & they wear ultra long tunics/dresses or whatever that it, & they didnt pair it with boots to elongate their silhouette. OMG. i wished i had the guts to tell them. HAHAHAHAHA! Oh & this was the girl i was telling you about, that she had her boyfriend accompanying her whole day long at Macdonalds, but she's not chio, yet has this handsome bf. JEALOUS. lol.

& sometime ago we called for this chicken in a loaf thingy. Not fantastic so i wouldnt suggest that you guys order it. LOL.

It's nothing special actually.

I need to focus for the next few days. really. I'm still taking things too easy. But Uni ain't easy.

-I wish i had the strength to put off unimportant stuff until i have the time & energy to deal with it. You need to help me. because i'm not resilient enough. My mind is weak.

On the way to SIM,

I have these last 3 years to prove my worth, yet, I still succumb to my decadent forms. Lazy love me, an it's a tragic affair.

- <3 carotene

Location:Kampong Bahru Rd,Singapore,Singapore

parkway walk

Wow! See super markets now have so many foreign brands of ice cream which looks pretty delicious & classy! they even have organic ones! OMG! I FINALLY GOT MY SHISHEDO SHAMPOO! thanks darling! & haha! carmen & Kai wei would love this!

while waiting for my Mochaiceblended in Coffee Bean, Kohhweekiat said "Darling u wanna see how kai wei looks like in Poly?" Then he directed me to this direction & i saw this girl! HAHHA! SO FUNNY!

okay, no more blogging for 4 days till i end my papers for this week. SIGH. STUDIES ARE A PAIN, i wouldnt have done it if not for its valuable investment value. $20k for 2 million would be a good exchange. so lets work towards it.

I think the only person left to mug with me during this period is Anna. Lets do it darling. :(