it still hurts i think. but i sort of buried the feeling. i know its still there. i know it. you still have a place there. but i'm terribly numbed I don't know what am i feeling anymore. I wonder how much hurt do you have to cause before it reached this stage. 6 months of emotional torture. perhaps. or was it a year already? I don't know. I just know, I couldn't believe you could just choose to throw something so great away.
You know you can find another. it'll just never be the same.
& I know it too.
I could only ask, "oppa, how are you?" from afar. If only we didn't start it, we could still be friends.
& everyday, in the mornings when I wake up, I'd whisper to myself "Oppa, I really hope you're right about us. Please be happier."
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